Addiction (title part 1)

I struggle with addiction all the time. The addiction is soo strong, I don't, even, notice it's there or what it's doing. Every time I eat ' every time I sleep ' every time I wake up... it's my addiction taking hold. Every time I communicate and learn and have relationships, it's my addiction taking hold. It's at the point, where, I believe... without my addiction I am nothing, I am no more. Can I try to stop my addiction ? Can I try to change my ways ? Will I be "brave" enough? What method would I use ? How long will it take ? Will I still be me, after I quit ? Is quitting, even, an option ? Is it possible to keep the addiction going halfway ? These are the things I think about, while wondering why life is my addiction. 

Addicted To Life (title part 2)

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Poem - Worth

To help a world that rejects help.
To move with people that forever-moves opposingly.
To live a life many have lived.
To die a death that changes nothing.
Why forward, when backwards ' stagnant ' and
    inexistent is just as affective ?!
True value lies in eternal, but mortality evaporates
    any delusive-value that has ever existed.
Is existence just another delusion ?

-Schrödinger's Sociality-

I liked you better before I met you.

You were always a potential, a possibility, and a definite.
There were never high hopes for you, as you were always a success.
You were always the rock, the cotton, the sweet, and the bitter.

Now that I've met you, you can never be all those things.
Now that I've met you, you're simply "stubborn".

-Sky

-Cultural Evolution-

The mirrors of time,
Reflecting repetition.
Security.
Avoidance.
Delusions.
And Pride.

Distortions provoking mutations.

Undervalued mutations that mark a displaced evolution.

Hope.
The element that fuels existence.

Yet, Hope,
Stunted by misguidance.

The ever battle of acceleration via maximum resistance.

-Sky

-Do You Truly See The Good ?-

Delusions of good.
The ignorance of false.

Though many claim positive;
Many optimists.
Few can ignore what they do not like.

Honing in on negativity - Blood Hounds.

The true pessimist peers out when their beliefs are challenged.

But facts are not prejudice.
Only delusions are prejudice.

-Sky